Let me tell you something,

I refuse to call it love.

2010-01-10T21:10:00.001+08:00

Infatuation: a disease which causes extreme pain the the region of your chest...and your face.

"Boys are shit and girls are dumb"

2009-12-31T23:27:00.002+08:00

New Year Quote? (see title) Pretty much sums the last few weeks of the year 2009.
I miss childaid so badly. i miss the people, dancers, chaperones, stage, stage lights, stage diziness, training room, vocal warm ups, mic training, autographs(naw just kidding haha!), performing, after-performance europhia, chayaslecin sneaking backstage, their lovely flowers, all the pics...and yet all i want to do is forget everything so i don't miss it like this.

I wanted to be unoriginal and copy ro and list out the good and the bad, but i don't think i can remember all of them.
Good was my family ilt
Good was the AHLAOS - they stuck by me through the whole year and i lub-dub-lub-dub them so so much.
Good was also debbie my bestie ily debs!
Good was 3PE: pig, owl, eliz, mo-mo, the DOOMSTERS!, GROUNDERS!!!!
Good was the kpopers: kelly emily mandi
Good was childaid

And bad?
Bad was my dog breaking her leg
Bad was crying over assholes
Bad was crying over more assholes
Bad was my friends crying over assholes
oaky i'm feeling pessimistic lets stop here.

Anyway, here are my new year resolutions:
#1. love everyone more (esp your family)
#2. no more procrastination
#3. WORK AND STUDY YOUR ASS OFF THIS YEAR
#4. Love french more
#5. Learn to learn to learn to learn to love chinese
#6. Wear my badge to school
#7. DO HOMEWORK
#8. Think before you speak
#9. Forgive and forget
#10. Especially forget
#11. Watch who you tell your secrets too!
#12. Runrunrun
#13. Kill ******* vulgarities (ahaha!)
#14. Watch your temper!
#15. STICK TO YOUR RESOLUTIONS!

2009-12-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know about you but that last post's font colour hurt my eyes):

2009-12-25T16:52:00.002+08:00

I am working hard on my Option One, so cleverly given to me by cha (option one: forget/ option two: remember), and it's slowly working.
Which is good, and i've been getting advice and support from my friends thanks CHA, LECIN, YAS, CHERYL, KRYSTAL, LIXIAN you guys have been the best.
currently having withdrawal symptoms, missing purpose and frenzied practice.
'Be emo when there's no reaason to be and be more emo when there is', I stand by the fact that this MAKES NO SENSE and that LISTENING TO SONGS AND MAKING THEIR LYRICS FIT YOUR MISERABLE LIFE should not become anyone's favourite past time. (haha! let's just agree to disagree.)

MERRY CHRISTMAS, ALL!

2009-12-22T13:08:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it's worse when you look closer and find that what you thought you saw was all-

Turn it off, please.

2009-12-05T17:56:00.001+08:00

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're heading for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better of when I hit the bottom.

2009-11-26T16:03:00.006+08:00

So anyway just got back from Paris. and damn, singapore is hot/humid/temperaturely-unbearable. haha i was supposed to blog about each day like at night but i just didn't have the time. anyway i now realise tht i have a whole truckload (ps stolen word) of homework screaming bloody murder at me.

Lecindra is being grouchy on msn):

Today I shall do amath):):

2009-11-14T23:58:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a girl who wanted to put her fist through the mirror. She would tell everone it was so that she could see what was on the otherside, but really, it was so that sheo wouldn't have to look at herself.

-"Handle With Care"

2009-11-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

OMG APEC. SAW WORLD LEADERS. CAN'T SAY MUCH. WAS AWESOME. SAW CLINTON, HUJINTAO, AUS PRES AND WIFE, LKY, LHL, ARROYO, SOUTH KOREAN PRES WAS THE AWESOMEST. LOVE HIM. RUSSIAN P. MISSING IN ACTION. MAY HAVE ACCIDENTALLY OFFENDED ONE GUY. FIN.

2009-11-11T12:49:00.002+08:00

Okay! omg so many things happening and stackes of homework to freaking complete! Okay number one on my list is PARISSSSSSS!!! omg excited ttm i really can't wait. Cel was telling me about crepes (yeah fine you win it IS pronounced "creepes") And shopping is good i guess. Can't get rose sweets in paris I think only in BELGIUM! ("oh yeah just a small town we drove through, nothing much")

Number two is APEC lol I'm gonna say "anyeong" and "doo-bra-jeen"
which is the KOREAN and RUSSIAN way to greet people. Obama's gonna be there lol.

Number three would be ahlaopmc's SUPPOSED sleepover which (by the looks of it) is NEVER going to happen like ever, my awesome plan to list out free days fell through):
Number four would be Childaid i guess. haha nervous kinda excited(:

2009-10-25T16:52:00.002+08:00

Exams are over...and they're not.

I think that pretty sums up what's going on now.

2009-09-29T11:36:00.004+08:00

At TTSH STARBUCKS studying now. ALANNA THE PIG DITCHED US! O: Lecin is wearing the most reeeetarded hairstyle ever lol. okay its really cold here but haha i forgot to bring a jacket cause SOMEONE chased me out of the house, i'm seriously hungry. doing english.
Okay lecin's going to write something now, i really don't trust her.
-end nic-

start lecin:I LOVE GREEN TEA FRAPPE AND CAFE MOCHA:D nicolesucks, but oh well, cant help it. its INNATE. HAH. okay im really bored and the pig is staring at my beautiful face. AND ALANNA LIM AKA PIG NO.1 ditched us. IMMA SO SAD WORHXZXZ. hahahahhaha .
end lecin.

START NIC:
OMG LECIN THAT WAS AHLIAN TO THE MAX, MATCHES YOUR HAIRSTYLE! (for an upclose view of one of lecins WORST hairstyles, contact me)
END NIC.

start lecin: (for an upclose view of one of nicole's ONLY ugly face, just meet her)
end lecin.

start nic: told you i didn't trust her. btw lecindras current hairstyle is rated: ABSOLUTELYAHLIANHORRIBLEPIGOMGICANTBELIEVETHATSHAIR.
end nic.

start lecin:
wtv nicole.
~~your CURRENT and always has been there face (oh well, dunno if its a face or a butt) but oh well is a OMGITHASALWAYSBEENSOHIDEOUSLYANDDISGUSTINGANDsmallANDSTUPIDFACE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA~~
end lecin

Yes well anyway this is my blog. So.
For the dude who sat next to us: i know you wanted out seat but TOO BAD BUDDY WE WERE HERE FIRST!

ps LECINDRA Y N SUCKS CAUSE SHE :
1. HAS RETARDED HAIR
2. LOVES TO PLAY BARBIE DRESS UP AND FISH-A-FISH
3. AND SHE REFUSES TO LEND ME HER CORRECTION TAPE (which i am currently using)

2009-09-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

And for the record:

I WOULD NEVER TURN EMO!

I hope.

2009-09-24T21:00:00.008+08:00

I'm sad that singapore requires a two pronged approach.
I'm sad that srilanka is sad.
I'm sad that we don't speak anymore.
Yeah you probably don't read my blog cause you don't care but I promise to be nice. really. i do.

(No, Amy, i still hate you forever and ever. HAHA NO IM SERIOUS.)

~~Cause I have our clique and you have yours.~~

I'm a girl, you know. Multi-tasking is supposed to be in my blood.

Starting my diet tomorrow! :D OMG DO I FEEL FAT.

Dear friend,

2009-09-23T19:00:00.010+08:00

To lecindra yamashita NNNNN who says she's losing all her friends:

WHAT ARE WE ?(ahlaos)

ROADKILL????

fin.

Pour elle qui ******* * **** ** moi: donc tu dites que je suis laid. Yeah well ne sais-tu pas que le visage est une matiere sensible? je suis desolee si- non, attends. Je ne suis pas. Pas du tout.

(c'est pour amy-la-chienne aussi)

2009-09-20T12:58:00.009+08:00

My Poor Dog and the Things We Do.

Oh joy.

2009-09-19T17:00:00.003+08:00

Oh and haha i figure its SO ironic that i have the skin cause i hate the song and i hate the lyrics and i hate the-

I LOVE ALL;

~~but three.~~

(no copyright infringement intended i just love this picture)

2009-09-19T16:54:00.002+08:00

PANG. YUXIAN. GET. A. TAGBOARD. NOW.
Better? See i even TOOK THE TIME to colour it out for you - LETTER BY LETTER, WORD BY WORD! (here's your cue to--...yeah, good guess.)
:D

~~Okay maybe in your weird little town in the middle of nowhere its OKAY to walk into people's houses but dude, this is SINGAPORE. Get over it and get out.~~

Honestly?

2009-09-16T16:25:00.003+08:00

Okay firstly, for all the AWFULLY nice people who seem to believe i ponned school today: I didn't. (yes, totally the shock of your life, right?)
Honestly? I have food poisoning (eg vomiting and other less interesting but more olfalctorial [haha cheem word!] side effects) and i have low blood pressure AND i fell down the stairs early in the morning cause i was dizzy.
Honestly, how do you fake all that? How do I fake all that? How does ANYONE fake all THAT???
Well they can't, so i'm clearly not faking.
Secondly, no, i did not faint yesterday, kthxbye, i said i felt DIZZY!
Thirdly, can you two just MAKE UP already? I mean you guys aren't even not talking over something SMART and (if i may be so bold as to tell this to your face) it is honestly and officially the DUMBEST REASON FOR NOT TALKING I HAVE EVER HEARD. Okay! There's your cue to start laughing and stop fighting:D
(and fish this is YOUR cue to GET A TAGBOARD!)
Trailer for new moon looks really good!XD Can't wait for it to come out haha! But regardless: ED PATT STILL SUCKS!

And on another ttly unrelated, still honest, previously absolutely unmentioned note: Hope you liked the doraemon, cha!

And I figure if you keep living your life so hung up on what other people think, your life must suck pretty much.

2009-09-05T12:46:00.005+08:00

It's like being slapped twice. I don't understand how people can be so damn selfish. All the do is care about themselves and how they're going to get where they want. ~~I don't get the credit for the things i do and i take the heat for the things we all do.~~ I spent the whole of last night crying and now i am suffering from dehydration. Why am I always so angry?
Thanks j, j and lecin.

2009-08-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

The moon did her best - she tried to hold on to whatever scraps she had left.

2009-08-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

Ugly Boob Diesease is over! Congrats, Little Green Man, we are saved.

2009-08-12T21:14:00.002+08:00

Yuxian has no tagboard/cbox/chatbox/whatevershitbox, please go get one! Anyways, i'm cup stacking. What fun. during recess steph ho poked me SO HARD in the face today it hurt like hellll! (stephanie ho xin yin i hope youre happy with yourself! [here's your cue to say sorry again(:] )
CAD IS BAD, SO BAD I SWEAR. something is so wrong, when do i EVER have time to blog? And now im doing it daily!

how's your ankle rach? choir performed at some law society thingy thing today and i had to wear my ultra-painful, unbelievably-high black C&K shoe): which yeah just about killed me. And besides almost falling down 5 times and tripping as i got off the bus and nearly getting my heel stuck in a drain and slamming the door on my index finger and getting back social studies marks? My day was great.

2009-08-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

But good news! number 15 is back(:

2009-08-11T19:44:00.003+08:00

I. AM. SO. FREAKING. BORED.
Just had dinner which was surprising good. Amath prac this morning, i thought it was easy but yeah took my own sweet time to do the damn paper and didnt have enough time.
And oh. my. gosh. stop. blaming. everything. on. me, everyone!*coughyamoncough* and like the people in the house. Srsly, you think I LIKE doing all that? Anws skip the i've-heard-this-before rant.
During choir i kept telling everyone Left Hand First, People! Left! No, you-LEFT! Until someone screamed at me that it was my right hand i was raising the whole time and (yeah, good guess) it was supposed to be right hand first. so embarassing. and i totally do NOT get the lyrics to the indian song chorus AT ALL so i'll just have to mumble my way through tomorrow and hope no one in particular spots me! (:
Ugly Boob Diesease presentation tomorrow. Good luck, Little Green Man!
Another thing im trying to wriggle my way out of is the GREAT RUN! (or great eastern run blah blah something like that) But siewyun's been hounding me for that one so im running i guess): At least its a class thing.
Plus, I thought 110 run was like everyone run 1 round so i said that i wanted to run for health month and the look that calista and siewyun gave me (one of utter shock, extreme disbelief and maybe a hint of exasperation) was just downright insulting!O:< Haha oh well, im running for GE arent i?

BREAKING NEWS: HAVE YOU SEEN LECIN'S NEW FRINGE?

(no srsly, don't kill me lecin...it was a compliment!:D)
ps: cad is bad.

2009-08-08T14:56:00.002+08:00

Went to borders with liting yesterday! Had lunch. Later on while me and my mom were walking out the automatic doors to the carpark we saw this really taitai looking woman (maybe about 20something?) standing outside the automatic door looking very flustered. haha realised the automatic doors weren't working! So we just walked up and pushed the damn doors open for that woman who didnt even say thank you and as i walked pass her i said, "Ever heard of manual?" She looked SO angry/
National day wasn't so fun, scday wasn't so fun either haha it lasted about an hour, i think, or less and our class was sitting in the sun.
omg K, E, so sorry about his morning):
Ahlaopmc on monday, i think. BE THERE OR ELSE! (:

2009-08-04T20:26:00.001+08:00

I think I have your old blogskin, ro. Looks familiar.

Damn screwed, BUT

2009-08-04T19:56:00.001+08:00

Okay I have decided to start over. Firstly because I have never actually succeeded in keeping a blog updated for more than a month, secondly because I am feeling damn pissed of and thirdly because i just feel like saying it ALL THE TIME. And also because I have no time, I'm gonna do this in point form.
1. Physics test tomorrow, damn screwed.
2. Ugly Boob Diesease project last night, damn screwed.
3. Today, damn screwed.
4. Skipped choir, also today, damn screwed.
5. Geog project, damn screwed.
6. Child Aid Audition thingy-thing, damn screwed.
7. AHLAO outing, absolutely no idea what's going on. Eh guys, WHEN?(rach what's with all the weddings? haha)
8. Summer holidays not over, positively maddening.
9. Amath test, damn screwed. (because, yeah, I am actually running out of things to hate)
10. Person I absolutely horrifically accidentally but definitely 110%-ly don't not not not hate, damn screwed.

BUT!
I took a nap in class today, which was great.